all i have and want from god

i just read someines word to god and it seens that i was asked God to do for me how show me the way i am a 53 years old and i need god in every think i do or think and my thinking is about getting a job to pay my bills and love everyone just a few hours ago i was getting ready for work and grandson attacked me but i know that threre is a god i can and will call on the God who loves me more than i or myself so if what i said was offensice i wll not write this pray line again