school and life

Dear God I have really messed up this time.I am pregnant without marriage. I am failing in school. I don't know what to do with my life. I am so depressed at times i just want to die so i don't have to deal with all the negative things in my life. I have not been happy in a long time. I feel as if I am trying to please every one but me. Where did i I go wrong. Why am I so lazy. Why is my life so messed up. I need help I just can't do this no more. I can't cry about. I keep doing this to myself. When deep down in my heart I just want to do everything right and make everyone happy. I am just one person. I need your help more than ever now please lord.