Help Me

I don't ask for wealth, fame, love or glory... but please cure me of this awful illness that has haunted me for so long, I need time to mourn the lost years and find myself again, I've been so lost. The Dr's keep runnin' tests with no luck, I had some tests done today, please let them find what's wrong so I can be cured at last. And don't leave me because I'm so close to giving up. If I have lost faith or shown hate towards you because of all this, please know that it was not me, this illness has taken over me, it's my every waking thought and it will not let me be at peace. Please, I'm awful at praying in my head or speaking out loud, please accept this God as a means of prayer, and release me and my sister of this illness that has already stolen some of the best years of our lives. Thank you though, I am grateful, but anything I have means nothing because I've not my health... but I know without them, living with this could be even worse, so thank you.